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Come Alive (album)

by Denise Casey

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jabaribobari This album feels like a testament from the depths of Denise's soul. It overflows. It is enough.
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1.
Three days in a bog with no food or water at all, it was a raining, hailing storm kicking up these thoughts I try to ignore. Now I’m wonderin if I even know how to pray it sure does not seem that way. Cause I came here looking for something huge that would make me change, a boulder sized rock or the magic in a midnight parade, of moose and bear and coyote, something outside of me I’m beggin spirit Please help me see There is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me oh there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me. Now between my pride and greed lives this tiny space of breath, an opening so slow out my back I can feel it blow. It was a horse I was driving hard For too many years But when I look back...a unicorn appeared! There is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me oh there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me Now I’m learning how to breath in a place I have forgot I took the force of a wild horse and let it graze down upon the earth. And then from my shoulder blades lifted these wide and fearsome wings I am...a bird that sings! There is heaven/there is heaven a hermit thrush and me oh there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me there is heaven, there is heaven a hermit thrush and me oh there is heaven, there is heaven hermit thrush and me.
2.
Lida's Song 03:02
Oh Miss Lida will you follow me over the dark river and through a hollow breeze to a city up north where I was laid to rest in a coffin filled with songs that were burned on my breast and pages of printed poems our fathers never wrote about the gentle touch of women and the kindest of each stroke and the name of an artist I thought I needed to be but thank god she was killed one night in the cemetery. Oh Miss Lida, will you follow me? Oh Miss Lida will you dance for me? My story has ended the words they can not breath. They were shipped up and shaped to a box beneath my bed and I pray someday they’ll make it out my head and be feathers on the ears of lost and hungry souls. I know when I am one of those music is my only home, it was my only home. But in the quiet of the dark night the moon spoke clearly, and said, “please trust this life.” Oh Miss Lida, it’s time to die! Oh Miss Lida, teach the world to fly. Your wings are wide with tattoos from a different time and place when darkness was your friend now your light knows no bounds even when the fear creeps in between the cracks your spirit is alive teaching young birds with broken wings how to fly. You taught me how to fly.
3.
The Void 04:20
This is the desperate call you make to escape the feelings that you can’t take alone. Your ears are warned by the incoming sounds of the silent hollows when no one’s around and you feel the void of helpless wild movements and powerless nights that cut through the fabric of the devil’s last fight. Now your body a tattered war flag that float with the voices of loyal soldiers from your past. This is the second call you make to a friendly voice who makes quiet your wake, but she’s empty now. Your heart is gripping for somewhere to stand, but this shallow breath is the only land and you feel the void of helpless wild movements and powerless nights that cut through the fabric of the devil’s last fight. Now your body a tattered war flag that float with the voices of loyal soldiers from your past. Ohhhhhhhh This is the final call you make please God tell me this is not my fate, but there’s not a sound. The silence around you slows you down then in comes a voice a gentle sound; it says, “please choose the void”, of helpless wild movements and powerless nights that cut through the fabric of the devil’s last fight. Now your body a tattered war flag that float with the voices of loyal soldiers from your past.
4.
Newbury 04:14
We know how this ends and I’m afraid to speak, watching you watch this death creep over his bones, through his skin, over your heart I watch you breaking. When we first met I asked your mother’s ghost to teach me how to love you with all of my soul even in fear even in doubt even now when you wish she were here. All of my nightmares have stayed in my sleep, but sitting with you now I beg them to speak. They say: “root me down, hold him up guide me now,” so my love it won’t hurt so my love he won’t hurt so my love you won’t hurt
5.
Don’t you know my name I’ve been slivered by the moon tempered by the waves tired from the noose. Hold my hand. Hold my hand. Hold my hand and lead me to land. Come walk in the willow shade. Don’t question these marks of shame. A curious string you pulled Now are you ready to see what you lose? Leave the throne. Leave the throne. Leave the throne and trust your not alone. It’s too heavy to carry in this heat. A broken back’s got your feet. Return these gifts of gold and tell Sheeba to bring only her soul. Fear no doubt. Fear no doubt. Fear no doubt, bring nothing, not even yourself. When Solomon asked you to come did you know who you would become? A queen without her throne, a woman waiting to be known Wear the crown. Wear the crown. Wear the crown, hold nothing. Touch the ground.
6.
Come Alive 03:39
I made myself sick with this cancer inside. Call it hatred that I made over a long period of time It started before me but I held onto the reins and let it ride. Now I’m tired of feeding what does not make me come alive. Yes I am tired of feeding what does not make me come alive. Come alive, come alive little seeds come alive. It takes courage just to breath and to feel all of this life. Touch the pain, feel the soil and let yourself rip through the vine. Come alive, little seeds come alive. There was no singing where I grew up on this earth. Took me years to find my voice had any worth, But I followed the queens behind me and I rode on their wings. And in singing they teach me how to say just what I mean. And in singing they teach me how to say just what I mean. Come alive, come alive little seeds come alive. It takes courage just to breath and to feel all of this life. Touch the pain, feel the soil and let yourself rip through the vine. Come alive, little seeds come alive. Come alive, little seeds come alive. Come alive, little seeds come alive.
7.
River Run 01:55
Ain’t it time to let the river run Ain’t it time to let the river run Oh ain’t it time to let the river run. Ain’t it time to let the river run. Water from the earth, water from the sky water from my tears and the river does cry, They say “please know me. Please know me. Please know me.” There’s a flood in my body, my body gets tight daming up these waters that hold truth in the light. There’s light in the river there’s light in my eyes, both blood and the water are what we hear cry: They say, ”please know me Please know me. Please know me. So ain’t it time to let the river run. Ain’t it time to let the river run. Oh ain’t it time to let the river run. Ain’t it time to let the river run. Please know me. Please know me. Please know me.
8.
Bury 04:19
Take me home to the swallowing loam to the dew wet grass to the mountains of my past. And I will walk along this road til the questions turn to gold. and I’ll keep howling at the moon, like the old coyotes do and I’ll bury myself in you. Touch my hair weave your fingers right on through to the tangled parts of holding where my silent body grew. I will let go of this burden like the waves of another tide and I will ask God for the mercy to remind me of my shine and I’ll bury myself in you. Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul. Hold my fear let my needing need no shame. Unleash this part of me and release the one that came. This shield of piercing violence will dissolve into the rain and this wordless rant of suffering, oh it’ll speak my name again and I’ll bury myself in you. Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul. Touch my skin like you needed to believe in the human part of aching that bleeds me into peace. Don’t despair in trembling fingers or the way your body moves when the prison guards are watching and freedoms on the loose cause I’ll bury myself in you. Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul Bury, oh bury, my bones beneath the soil of your soul.
9.
How many people must see you before you will learn to believe? And how many nights must you wander before you will stand and be free? Don’t hold tight the reins of nothing cause horses have plans of their own. I’ve seen stallions teach young girls the freedom to gallop and dance on their own. A black bull sits still and reads Rumi with closed eyes and open ears. She shouts to the footsteps above her, “What you find over there is right here?” Right here. Go shower the dirt off your old clothes and drink water that sold your soul cause sidewalk cracks hold all the beauty that wildflower fields won’t ever know. Take two steps the next time you stand still, one to live and one to die. Two more will get you to start dancing to the music that brings us alive, Alive! Well I once ran to the edge of a mountain where they promised me a feathered nest. Instead I found eggs that were broken and a hollow place where I could rest. So sing what you came here to sing me ain’t no time for hungry pride Cause the footprints and tears of our elders made this way so we could fly. Fly! So how many people must see us before we will learn to believe? And how many nights must we wonder before we will stand and be free before we will stand and be free before I will stand and be free?

about

Denise Casey is a singer, poet, storyteller, teacher and student raised in Crofton, Maryland and currently living in Burlington, Vermont. Denise discovered her writing and musical voice later in life after living in Nepal for over two years. To this day she defines the periods of her life as before- and after-Nepal. Integrating back into US culture was difficult. And for Denise, having never really sung before, all of the sudden it became as necessary as breathing. She taught herself to sing and play guitar, study movement, meditation and massage, leading to her current studies in Voice Movement Therapy. Her ongoing drive to write songs from the soul led her to record her debut album in Fall of 2019. Consisting of 9-songs produced by multi-instrumentalist, Danny Joseph – Come Alive by Denise Casey is a retro-folk record for the times, currently set for an independent release on the full moon August 3rd, 2020.

Casey’s songwriting process can be described as raw and steeped in her relations to the living world. “I think in pictures and pray in songs. I listen to trees and write out loud.” She adds, “Songs are almost always prayers and medicine for me. And I don't presume that it's medicine for everyone, but I write songs that I need – that my body needs - to heal.” Creatively, she hopes her transparent-style of storytelling empowers other people to do the same in their own lives. Drawing influence from poetry, storytelling, gospel and folk songwriting – Denise takes her seat among the female songwriters that inspired her creative journey.

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released August 3, 2020

Words and music written by Denise Casey.

Performed by Denise Casey, Danny Joseph, and:

James Meinert, he/him: harmonica on A Hermit Thrush and Me.
Henry Finch, he/him: piano on A Hermit Thrush and Me.
Caleb Weathers, he/him: electric guitar on Miss Lida.
Grace Aldrich, she/her: vocals on The Void, Sheeba’s Throne and River Run.
Chris Krag, he/him: violin on The Void, Newbury and Sheeba’s Throne.
Seth Luck, he/him: slide guitar on Come Alive.
Recorded, mixed, and produced by Danny Joseph.

Made on St. Paul Street in Burlington, September 16 - 28, 2019.

Artwork by Meg Reynolds.

Thank you to everyone who shared their spice on this album and to all the beloveds at my back. Lesson number 78,923,028 that we can't do it alone. I needed all of you. Thank you. Grace, Lida, Melissa, Flore, Jabari, Max, Emma, Meg, Stephanie, to my sisters, my ancestors, to my body and to this Earth that I am in constant gratitude of. Thank you for loving this forward.

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